Seasons of Life

Hillsong

"Desert Song"

This is my prayer in the desert
  When all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is the God who provides

And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames
 

 And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

And this is my prayer in the battle
When triumph is still on it's way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be emptied again
The seed I've received I will sow

 This song is so fitting in almost every season of my life. I suggest you listen to it on YouTube or something. It just resonates through my soul whenever I am having one of those "freak-out" moments. 

...Which is now. I'm sure you all have been there before. It seems like everything is kind of out-of-whack. I am extremely blessed...especially right now. I was offered a new job last week and accepted it. The new job is actually full-time with benefits & everything! My first "big girl" job :) Last week I also started my clinical counseling classes for my master's degree. Whew! This is just a step to get to my DREAM JOB! Its very surreal and a very big time commitment. I just committed "social suicide" (in the great words of Damien from Mean Girls), but it will all be worth it in the end! 

My hubby's job is kinda throwing us for a loop right now just because we don't know what will happen in a couple months, but we HAVE to know that God is faithful and WILL see us through! 

Honestly, all these changes are physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually exhausting. Yet I have to know that God is able. He is able to get me through work and school. He is able to see us through Mike's job situation. He is able to get us through this house renovation. He is able to provide for us in every way imaginable.

Thanks for listening to my thoughts right now and every time I blog! I will definitely be getting back into my blog again because it helps me escape and get creative :)

have a beautiful weekend<3